Bri

Baaah. I'm so tired, I dun even wanna start the million or so things I have to do tonight. I think I at least have to start transcribing some of the conversation data for my psycholinguistics research, though. So gonna do that. Any minute now.

...I miss RP. Even when I couldn't post every day, I didn't realize just how much time I spent thinking about it, plotting and planning for future ideas and reflecting on things, until it's gone. And I miss that. Well, no, I still do it when I space out in class, except now I just get kind of sad because I end up thinking about the things I wanted to do that I won't get to. And I miss everyone I played with. So much. I like, don't even know what to do without chat and random IMing and stuff.

RL is sucky. Boo class and research projects. :(

/angsty emo Bri being angsty.

So apparently after staying up all night studying (literally, I haven’t slept yet), and then taking the midterm and now finally being done with class for today, instead of catching a few hours of sleep before I have to start studying for my midterm tomorrow, like a normal, sane person, I get online. Because my brain seems to think that I need to snatch what little online time I can get and make random, senseless posts to Livejournal. For some reason. I don’t even know. It’s not like I post to LJ like, ever, anyway. But then again my brain also seems to think that seeing how far past 24 hours awake I can go will be a brilliant idea, so maybe it’s not the best idea to listen to it.

….

*listens to it anyway*

In other news! Or somewhat related news! I was just almost hit by a car, because apparently the law of ‘look both ways before you cross the street’ does not apply to the sleep deprived. In my defense, though, the whole group of other people that get off at my bus stop and jaywalk across the street to the same place as me were already walking across the street so I must’ve figured that meant it was safe. Or something.

Also, I have High School Musical songs stuck in my head. I’m not sure whose fault that is, but I’m sure it’s someone’s.

>.<

Hate not knowing things. Hate arguing. Hate midterms. Hate stress.

Want to go pass out now.

Sorry to RP people for being sucky.

Oh, look, I remembered I have an LJ. And while I'm in class, too. Mainly because it's big decision list time and I want this written out somewhere that's not a word document.

Okay. Graduate from college this year and attempt to get into grad school, or take another year of college at a slower pace and get a minor in education. Since I'm leaning towards taking another year, gonna do the pros and cons of that.

Pros:

• More classes means I can boost my GPA, so I can get into better grad schools.


• Taking classes three at a time means I can shoot for A's in all of them.


• Another year gives me more time to make friends with professors, so I can have better letters of recommendation.


• Taking 12 credits a term = much less stressful than taking 21 credits.


• Getting a minor in education will probably look good after grad school when I go for the teaching route.


• Another year of college life taking three classes a term means more time for RP and writing and general fun.


• May mean another year in the great apartment I've got now.


• I'll get to spend another year with the friends I've got here who are also staying another year.

Cons:

• It'll probably disappoint my parents.


• It'll possibly disappoint my grandfather, especially since he's been so nice and helped me out with money this year.


• I'll have to take out another loan to pay for the extra year, which means more debt for me.


• I'll probably have to get an actualy job, not just the normal summer job thing.


• I may lose awesome roomie of awesome, if she decides not to stay here another year.


• If that happens, I'll have to move out of the apartment I've got now.


• I may also have to move out of the apartment complex I'm in, since I dunno if I can afford their one bedrooms.


• And we'll also have to figure out what to do with the puppy for the year, since I'm not sure I can afford him by myself.

So. I dunno. It's looking like the pros outweigh the cons, although the living situation is a huge con right now. I wish my roomie'd make up her mind so I'll know where that sits, because I really don't want to have to move to a different place if I stay here.

Meh. Well, at least I have my lists.

bAnnnd...another list. That looks a lot like the last one. With just a few things changed. But this one's getting put on top! So it's, like special!

Because my brain is dead and doesn't want to study. 

Step 1: Put your Media player on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) of the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: NO CHEATING (that goes for the guesser, too!)

Three more weeks until spring break! Whoot! Ugh, finals week is going to kill me, though. I have three finals that Monday. Three! One at eight, one at ten, and then one at one. Deeaaaath. Fortunately, after that all I have is Evolution of Human sexuality on Thursday. So as long as I make it past that Monday....But I don't have to worry about that for two more weeks, so yay. 

Anyway! Posting. I will be doing that tonight. Because I have a list. Of doom. And here it is. 

SS Dani to Marie
XC Dani to Gambit
Hank to Kurt
Dani to Jean
Wanda to Jubilee
Ronnie to Marie 

Ooo. That wasn't as doomie as I thought it was. Maybe I'll have time to start some threads at SS! Because I'm not sleeping until all of these are done! I don't need sleeeeep....

Poke for eeedits.

Tequila sucks. Especially when it's all tempting in jello formation and I forget that tequila gives me nasty hangovers of doom even if I never get more than tipsy. Gaaaah. *flails* I need to do homework but...ewww. 

Buuuut last night was fun. Jello tequila! And then we watched Princess Bride with more tequila! Wheeee, Princess Bride. And weird conversations about Arcade. And then my friend and I started having another Logan versus Kurt conversation. But I totally won because the Dread Pirate Roberts part came up and I said something like "Kurt needs to wear that costume. But not for very long." I don't understand why that was icky, but oh well. 

But then I had to wake uuuup. And take the buuuus. Twooo of them. And then walk the rest of the way. And then I got home and stared at my homework for a bit and then gave up and went to bed. Yaaay, bed. 

Anyways! Posting. It will be done tonight. Since I probably won't be sleeping because I was self-indulgent and slept until 9 pm. Soooo, list time. In order, even! 


Dani to Jean
Wanda to Jubilee
XC Dani to Kurt
XU Wanda to Scott
Wanda to Kitty

Piss off, roommate. 

Okay, end rant.

Two hours of sleep is apparently not enough to actually function well in a Shakespeare class. But I stayed up so late in order to finish The Merchent of Venice...which I maybe should have started sooner than I did...But I think I'll blame Shakespeare for my lack for sleep anyway. And also for the reason why I'm not in my psychology lab right now. 

Well, that one's mainly because I was debating whether or not I wanted to go when I checked my voicemail and had a message from my mom saying that they were going to put the family dog to sleep. So I called her back and...yeah. Apparently our dog's now lost all mobility in her hind legs and any time she tries to do anything except just lie there, she starts whimpering in pain. The vet said that there's a surgery that might fix her back, but because she's about sixteen years old, the chances of her surviving are pretty much none. So, yeah, they're putting her to sleep tonight. And since I'm currently in another state, I won't ever get to see her again. 

Damn. 

I think I'm just gonna go pass out for a couple of hours. Then wake up and post. Not do homework. Because posting is more fun and I wanna post, dammit. So there.

Swiped from pretty much everyone. Wahaha. Ha. 

Reply to this post, and I'll tell you at least one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.

Okay, I will get at least halfway through this list tonight. I so will. 

Okay, I think that's it. I should go post in some planning threads and sort some of those last ones out...And, you know, poke me for any edits.

My roommates are all drunk and loud. It's very sad. Especially when my friend and I were trying to watch Ice Age 2 out in the living room. Buuut...they've all gone to hang out with the boys upstairs now, which is good. Wheee, I'm actually posting in my journal! And it's not an RP list! Although I do need to update mine, I think. Hmm. Maybe I'll do that sometime tonight. Or tomorrow. 'Cause I have no school tomorrow! Whoot! I love holidays. Yay for Martin Luthor King Junior Day.

And that's it. Wow, I suck at posting in my journal. The main reason for this was to complain about the loud drunkness. And to brag about the lack of school on Monday. And to procrastinate posting, because my muses are being uncooperative. Damn.

Random edit: I found this off Kaye's journal and it amused me. Wahah. Hah.

( Quiz thing )

Yay for finally using LJ for something! And, uh, also copying everyone else and using it to make an RP post list. Heh. Maybe this'll work better than Word.

Yes, I'm still incredibly new at this. Eventually I'll go looking for some fanfic communities and join them. Hopefully without screwing up too much. lol. But, for now, I'm posting up this little one-shot. Because I feel like it, so there. ;)



Title: Always
Fandom: Buffy/Angel
Pairing: Spike/Fred
Rating: PG-13 ish. Brief mention of sexual acts.
Summary: He’d do anything to see that look on her face. One-shot. Just a random first attempt at some (slightly AU) Spred.

I've seen so many of my friends with LiveJournals that I finally gave in and got one.

There's also a lot of fanfiction communities around that I've seen, so that's pretty much the main reason I'm making this. Need a place to post up my sad little attempts at writing and get some actual feedback.

Plus, you know, always good to have more places to write stuff.

And such.